Memories and Packing
So I leave pretty soon...June 16th.....wow....God is awesome and I praise HIS name for all he has done and is doing and will do for me....I have moved about 8 times in my life so far...most after I reached the age of 17........so many memories and having to sort them out for the next move for 9 months. I see letters from the past and so many emotions rush through me it is crazy. I miss my brother and each day I get up it seems he is so far away and almost like he was just a imagined person until I look at his letters, pictures and things and that old empty spot in my heart explodes back open until the cold grief is the only feeling left....the devil loves when I feel this way and today I quickly began to sing praises to my Lord and Saviour....I sing for my pain, I sing for my sorrow, I sing for the empty feeling I have...why because I was so blessed beyond all words and any reason to have the privledge of knowing my brother...I am so blessed for God to give me a brother that it makes m...