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Sometimes God throws us a curve ball in our daily walk with him and it makes us go...wow where did that come from? I just gave up on that "dream" not two months earlier and now after 10 years of marriage it is going to happen when I gave up? Yes, that happened to me this past summer. After 10 years of marriage to my bestest best friend I had all but given up on the thought of having children. Why? Because I turned the big 30 in July and I decided I would just go back to general surgeon school and work in Africa as a surgeon one day and thought that was the path God was going to open up for me. 9 days after my birthday I get the "OMG" moment when the pregnancy stick turned immediately pregnant...Now after 10 years I have taken many many tests and I had never had one that showed pregnant. So of course, I think it is a fluke...2 additional pregnancy test that had the "pregnant -spelled out for dummies" later and lots of shock and then the realization of i