The Story God Wrote For Me

I have so many thoughts and feelings running through my mind right now. Do you know when you search and search to find your place in life? You never really fit in anywhere and then one day you find that place and you long to stay there? My place is Africa. I felt like I fit there. I felt like I belonged there. I felt accepted there. I went and did exactly what God told me, Niger - 9 months - June 17th - Alone.... it was heaven to know that is where I was suppose to be because I was walking in HIS will for my life and not my own. It is such a comfort and peaceful to know exactly what God has for you and to fulfill that calling he has on your life. Now I am waiting. Waiting on the one who called me to send me and my family full time. Waiting as patiently as I can. I think of the children, I think of their sweet smiles, I think of their sick eyes looking and pleading at me as if to say help me....and as I lay my hands on them to try to physically help them...in my heart I am praying with

It has been awhile since I have written a blog. The girls are doing very well. As of today they weighed 14pds 1 oz and 14pds 2 oz. Thank you for all your prayers for my sweet angels. I pray they live out the great commission. I pray they serve God with their whole heart. I pray they listen to God's will for their lives and find their callings. Secretly I hope they are missionaries to the weak, to the poor, to the lost. I had two children + Luke 10:1 = Missionaries..... Now what has been going on with me.......My husband went for the second time to Africa without me. I prayed and prayed and God said "No".....I kept praying and God said "stop asking". My heart's desire is to serve God full time in Africa with the girls and my husband so why am I here and Mike is there? I bet he asked the same exact question when I went for 9 months. I don't know why....I am trusting and waiting on him although it is so so hard right now. I am so very glad that Mike is ab