The return of something....
Warning: These are the real emotions I felt. I am not holding anything back, why? So you can see and try to understand what I am trying to show through this.....reaching deep within myself, and opening up in hopes that someone somewhere will read this and realize they are not alone. Sometimes in life, things happen completely by surprise and it is devastating. Your whole world no longer matters, your insides are just cold and you just don't know what to do. You wanted to ask why and how but you can't, because there is no one to answer. You get angry at God. God, why? How could you take him? Why why why? I trusted you to protect Him, how could you do this? Why would you do this to my family? God why why why? I don't understand and it hurts so bad. Each moment throughout the day, you just feel like you are in a daze. Maybe it is a dream and you will wake up from it. The next morning comes and you realize no this did happen. The coldness in your body makes you realize it